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Wow its been for fucking ever....

Wed, 03 May 2006 13:35:27 GMT

Hey everyone,
I know it's been like a year since i even tried to update this thing but there's been a lot going on so i decided now is a good time.

I went to chicago and tried to score a couple contracts with some big agencies.

most of them wouldnt have me because i'm to short. none the less BMG told me i was perfect for chicago. i just need to lose about 10 lbs and come back.

other than that i would like to say that i'm in love with my job at genji and would like nothing better than to perfect all of the areas i can be trained in legally at this time. including bar because they've already started training me for that even though i cant work it until next year.

i'm VERY excited for this summer because there is sooooo much that i want to do. My friend angie from work wants me to go to new mexico/ colorado with her for two weeks May 25th- june 5th and i would REALLY love to do that, but then again i need to find time to go to chicago and grand haven, then be back and have enough cash for a plane ticket to long beach california with my friends trisha and colleen july 26th to august 9th.

i miss everyone in grand haven a ton and i hope you all are doing well.

i know i'll be back for the panic at the disco concert in grand rapids so say hi to me then.

the lallapalooza is going to be in chicago and i REALLY want to go to that but i need to figure out the dates and see if i'd have enough cash to go. anyone interested in joining me? i think my step sister ad her boyfriend are also going to be there.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST i love evan (thank you so much for letting me chill with you in chi-town) i love matilda (thanx for being my date) i love ashley murray (you know it) and i love amber (i'm so glad that i got you your job at genji, seeing you almost every day is almost like being back at school. hahah)

<3

Here are Panic! photos that I never got around to posting from the Grand Rapids show (2/1/06) and the Coloumbus show (3/24/06) ENJOY

Type your cut contents here.

my favorite picture of the night ^^^^^

moving on to the columbus pictures... sorry kids i couldnt get any while they were playing... my camera died and my hand definatly wasnt steady enough. there were like at LEAST 250 more kids at this show and it was 10 times crazier... i mean girls had blankets and shit waiting outside the busses. they were like camping out.... i stuck around long enough (and was lucky enough) to meet a couple people from the bands. it's exciting stuff here.

not quite as happy looking the first time i met him. but just the same personality-wise, and he remembered me and jenn from the grand rapids show. he asked me why i looked so different, and then he realized i didnt have glasses on, and i got tan. "Where's your friend Jenn?" - Ryan Ross.

after this show i found him on myspace and messaged him just because i got bored. we've been emailing back and forth for a bit and i hope that soon i'll be able to see him again ;) "Yeah sorry about that not inviting you out. You looked like you were waiting for somebody else. Next time perhaps? We are not going back to the midwest for a while cuz we are home writing and recording a new record. When we make some midwest touring plans you'll be the first to know....."

He honestly was one of the nicest people I've ever met in my life. he was just like happy to see EVERYONE, was soooo polite, hung out around the bus for a bit, came out to chit chat. Wanted to know what was new in everyone's life. VERY very appreciative of his fans, and made everyone feel like what they had to say was fucking gospel.

"These are probably going to end up on myspace right?" Brendon Urie.
"Do you have a myspace?" Me
"Pshhhhh... no." Brendon
"Why?"Me
"To much drama...."Brendon
WORD

i love mallery. and makeup..... yey.

Skyline Drive

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 15:54:54 GMT

So I'm at the wonderful Ashley Murray's house.

We just woke up at 8am to go to court to see Amanda Christenson's trial, which was cancelled, so we went out to breakfast and ran some errands with her mommy. Mrs. Murray.

Now, Ashley's sleeping and I'm listening to Skyline Drive by Mae, and thinking about yesterday.

School starts on Monday. I got my schedule. And I just learned the right way to spell schedule today. i always spelled it schedual.

BLAH!!!!! LIFE PRETTY MUCH BLOWS RIGHT NOW.

But, I'll deal.

Sometimes I run,
but I'm not afraid.
Why must you bring up all the mistakes I've made?
She makes me smile,
then you come around.
The wind in her hair,
reflects the sunset I see.

You make it seem like it was yesterday.
But we've come a long way,
out of the rain.
Can't seem to figure out what happens after this.
Why can't I?

Why must you say I've made a mess out of things?
I won't believe it.
Tonight feels right,
like I'm danceing on air.
I'll make it right,
I'll make it right.
Pull over to the station,
and fill up on fuel.
And what will I do?

Sometimes I drive around with my eyes closed tight.
Cause if the skyline looks this way then I don't wanna sleep tonight.
Never giving up, always seeking light,
we must always try, try with all our might.

<3 that song is amazing.

especially when with you know who.
-Leontine. i miss you.

Mexico.........there and back.

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 08:48:15 GMT

yeah its been awhile.

i miss mexico.

and my best friend.

and my best friend's friend's, which are now my friends too.

mutually. of course.

none the less. they're missed.

Last weekend

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 21:58:32 GMT

So last weekend Amber, Morgan, Cory, Allen, and I went to Dustin's house and watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (with Johnny Depp).

It was a good time :)

what a cutie pie he is.

chris o'brian

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 06:42:45 GMT

so anyways i was talking to chris o'brian today.

and i realized hes like the coolest kid ever.

like ever.

and, emmm, yeah chris o'brian is the shit.

that's about the jist of this post.

muchlove.

GURRRR

Fri, 18 Nov 2005 04:59:56 GMT

FUCK YOU SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO HOME.

i gots a job bitches

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 21:27:14 GMT

I got a job today. I went and turned in my app @ Genji and the next hour they called and wanted me to come in for an interview.

I start tomorrow and work friday and saturday.

AND on saturday after i get out of work I'm having a little get together in honor of Amber's 17th fucking birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Call me for details.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY ;)

It's justin's 18th birthday today, I <3 you babe.

Ashley & Erin Murray thank you for getting me my kick ass job.

And everyone else if you want to see me come eat :)

Last weekend was Tori's 19th, so she's a big girl now, 19 knocking on 21 heeellllllll yeeeeeaaaa
We had a lot of fun and went out quite a few times.

Dance- 6:45 (ballet)
Dropping off my piece of shit phone at Verison after that
Going to Stacey's to get my black pants for work tomorrow
Going over to Amber's for her family birthday party?
Hanging out with Ashley?

CANCUN is still on bitches. I'll tell the beautiful beaches hello for all of you suckers who get to stay here ;)

much love.

-Leontine

point and case

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 21:53:49 GMT

homecoming 05 all of the girls

mary and matt being an adorable couple

thats all for now.

So... Halloween

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 21:51:57 GMT

These are pictures of me before I went out for halloween, i don't have any with our group cause none of us had a camera :(

the cam pictures are pretty shitty but they get the job done, i also wore a black suit jacket, and you cant see it very well but light pink fishnets

but amber was a school girl, stephanie was a whore, mary was a naughty nurse, and that was pretty much it

So my mom took back like 6 cameras and i have pictures from this summer when i was in grand haven and in pentwater, and then from homecoming last year and homecoming this year, so as soon as i can get my scanner to work i will be updating with those :)

yey.

tomorrow is tori's 20th birthday and i got her a kick ass present, and we're goin out ;) ;) ;) i'm excited.

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 01:53:18 GMT

So...

pretty much had a shitty week.

I was in lansing all week, and had a hotel to myself for two nights with my sister marlette, didn't even take advantage of that party oppertunity.

I'm quitting public school, going to do homeschooling so I can graduate at the end of this summer and move to California with Eric.... well that's the plan.

Hopefully all works out, and I'll be going to college somewhere warm and with Jenn :)

I'm enrolling in BYU it's a pretty nice little set up, so I'm really excited.

I'm going to call Amber cause... yeah. I need my backpack. hahhahahahahahhahah

i <3 her.

ashley murray i <3 you too

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 04:50:23 GMT

...........................................................................

things have been shitty.

i'll post pictures of the halloween costume later.

grandma leontine- r.i.p.

............................................................................

:'(

so its been awhile

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 17:31:12 GMT

whats new... sorry i havnt updated in like years... im a lazy piece.

so heres the deal, i went back to school after i got my surgery done and like, WHOA homework has been hell, but im barreling through it like a fucking pro.

i got all my shit made up except in my advanced algebra class where my grade is going to stay an "I" for incomplete. other than that its been pretty smooth sailing. i have to take an econ test tomorrow which is going to blow ass.

i also have to do a paper tonight so im not going to write much, oh yeah and in what? 4 weeks, im going to have a 7-9 page paper due in that fucking class, its hard as shit. but thats what you get for wanting to be a business major. :)

anyways. so over the past week theres been some decent stuff going on, i got some boys in detroit that sound like 9 inch nails that want me to do a music video for them, they're on myspace, so heres the link go check out their shit, the video is for the song the depression theme they're called electrocrush

check em out, they're pretty sweet.

so, on top of that me and amber and morgan are carving pumpkins tonight, and then i have jazz @ 5:30. pretty lame.

this weekend whats going on?

i know on friday theres the big districts game :) wooooo MHS.

then on saturday i have two options so i need some help with it too;
1) Go to the Gwen & Balck Eyed Peas concert with Jessi and Mary (ride in a limo bus down there and fork over $195 for the ticket and the fare for the bus) it starts at 8, so we'd leave by 5, and wont get back until probably 1 or so.
2) Go to my aunts halloween party for a little bit then come back into town and get CRUNK!!!

help me out here, and remember that im trying to save $$$ to get a car... so put that in the equation... i dunno. we'll see.

I need to get started on this homework shit.

bye bitches.

test results

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 19:29:49 GMT

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HALLOWEEN IS COMING!

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 19:25:08 GMT

so anyways, jenny sent me some links then i got searching for stupid halloween costumes. and some of these are pretty sweet idea sparkers. is anyone thinking about what they're going to be cause i am....

i like the naughty nurse idea....

PulpFiction

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 19:22:46 GMT

GODDAMN! I SAID GODDAMN!!!!

-Uma. after some blow.

what a good movie. and that my friends is how i feel right now. GODDAMN this shit hurts.

BLAH i can't wait until I'm healed.

Picture time

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 04:48:14 GMT

Oh yeah buddy.

my computer is deciding to be sweet and let me use rich text mode. its time for these pictures bitches. some of them are from before the pageant. and some are actually from port huron right after the pageant. that girl i'm with is jordan garland. oh yeah.

da da da!

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 00:42:23 GMT

so anyways... day 2 pretty much blows.

my throat i think is getting worse. which is what they said would happen.

when the scabs start to form in like two days they said thats when it'll be kind of okay.

then when the scabs fall off, i have to be super careful otherwise i could bleed to death in my sleep and shit.

which would suck.

im trying to get my computer to let me play songs but it just doesnt want to.

kristin. i love you girly.

i wish i could have gone to my damn journalism field trip. it sounded like a lot of fun and now i feel like shit about missing out on such a good educational oppertunity.

blah.

im going to get the link from my newest pictures from david so i can post some that'll be next.

brb.

-leontine

fuckers

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 23:54:00 GMT

so i dont know why it wont let me to into rich text mode. its pissing me off.

but im back from my like 4 month break from the world.

and my tonsils are out... FINALLY.

hopefully this will make me a lot more healthy in the long run so im not fucking sick every other week.

this sounds really gross but i have to let everyone know the back of my throat litterally feels like fucking ground hamburger.

It's just nasty and not even close to being healed yet, if it wasnt for this codine shit i'm taking i'd probably be bawling.

School blows, as usual, and i hate it. But with these tonsils coming out, i dont have to go for a full week, plus some days after that.

My parents got a laptop and a new computer, right now i'm on the laptop and its pretty damn sweet.

Me and my friend Amber Wilbanks have been hanging out an assload, let me just give a shout out to that little shit right now. i fucking love you.

I miss you jenn and since you are probably my only friend reading this let me just say that i miss you and i want you to come visit as soon as i can talk for a good period of time without my throat dying on me.

love you too :)

kisses for all.
-Leontine

Grand Haven mmm mmm good.

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 17:52:58 GMT

so i skipped out on the warped tour. i guess that was my mistake, but to be honest i didnt really want to spend 30 bucks to melt under the sun and have my ears blown out by bands i've never heard of....

"i've been working on a piece that speaks of sex and desperation,
i've been screwing on the tracks of abandoned train stations"- Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

So far my trip has been fun, not because of anything eventful, but because i miss this town. A couple nights ago we went to Snug Harbour to have dinner, we sat outside over the water. It was so beautiful!!!! I miss the water, and the cute little shops. I miss jenny's kitties, and the Baptist Academy.... and sneaking out to go to Kyle's and hiding in the beach grass. There's absolutly no beach grass in Midland. I've looked everywhere.

But at the same time I'm homesick. So i dont really know exactly whats going on in my head right now....

fricken.

Ticket sales for the pagent start August 24th! Be ready ;)

-Leontine

say cheese

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 01:15:12 GMT

so anyways im at melissas house right now everyone is playing poker and playing video games.

i didnt have enough time at my house to post a few pictures but i uploaded some on photobucket so im just gonna do that now :)

this weekend was okay, a little boring since i was just with my mom the entire time but it was fun none the less.

ryan and matilda came over today and we watched a couple movies together, i didnt watch the grudge cause i couldnt.... embaressing. but we watched waking life which ive seen like 15 million times and its still good.

so this week is going to be great. not.

dance... blah. so thats the end of the story. check em out.

I love my kitties

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 20:22:40 GMT

SO i came home today from staying with Bekka at her new appartment (in Bay City) over the past two nights.

it was fun we watched Dave Chappel last night

I turned in all of my shit today for that pagent, and thats fuckin exciting.

I havnt been on aim in like years. and i really dont plan on it, atleast not until next week.

but i will be getting a new screen name so i hope everyone will come back and check for what it is so they can add me.

me and jenny and brittany are making plans for this summer, things are crazy.

i just got done with my first week of dance for this summer and mrs. black kicked my fucking ass. I can barely walk up the stairs

Mon/Wed: Ballet 1 hour
Tues/Thurs: Tap 1 hour & Jazz 1 hour

I'm going down to New Orleans sometime soon to see Kevin so i'll bring pictures back for everyone.

thats the end of the story.

leave me some love.

ps- I HATE BOYS :)

Summer time. . . and the livin's easy.

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 15:59:06 GMT

I'm sooooo ready for this summer :)

sorry i've been to busy to update.

this is what has happened in the mean time.

My dance recital.
Prom.
Portage.
Bekka got an apartment :) yey
Fucking Exams (I know in my heart I failed my Chem one... damn shorty.)
LOADS OF OTHER SHIT.

but i don't have time to say the loads of other shit.

I'm pumped.

GUESS WHO'S A CONTESTANT FOR THE MISS MICHIGAN TEEN USA COMPETITION RUN BY DONALD TRUMP? me. I'm pretty excited, but scared for my life. Pagent bitches are ruthless.

AAAANNNNDDD hopefully jenny is going to come stay with me for a couple weeks and then i'm going to go stay with her for like 3 or 4, which means that it's gonna be CRAAAAAZY. cause i'm a CRAZY ASS BEEEITCH.

I <3 u jenn. BTW- you're the reason why i updated. slut.

I'VE BEEN A JUNIOR FOR A DAY NOW!!!! HELL YEAH!

Sat, 07 May 2005 23:09:22 GMT

I’m used to it by now.
Another day, just believe.
Just breathe.
Lying in my bed,
Another day, staring at the ceiling.

wow. yeah, my moms worried that im going to be to fat for my prom dress, she says that im eating to much lately, thanx mom.

i should probably work out, but i havnt since last saturday. maybe i'll run... i need to anyways.

i tried on my dance costumes for tap and ballet, the tap one is amazingly ugly. like they must have tried hard to put together such an ugly costume. but the ballet one is pretty. and im getting my jazz one in class on monday.

I <3 APC. my newfound obsession.

wowzers

Wed, 04 May 2005 18:08:25 GMT

my month is packed.

This weekend: Rita and Jenny Brown's birthday's!!!!!

Next weekend: BRANDI mutha fuckin DOYLE's birthday!!!!!

Weekend after that: PROM!!!!! and my preformance weekend, Friday night from 6-10, Saturday (PROM) from 2-5 (oh shit thats going to be difficult), and Sunday from 2-5 again. Tap, Jazz, and Ballet preformances come see me at the Center For The Arts.

May 23rd- I start drivers training.... LMAO finally.

June 8th- We get out of school!!!!! YEY!!!!! i'm so excited.

today i woke up in a puddle of sweat. I had a fever. :( shitty deal. i need to shower. gross.

anyone want to hang out this summer? ;) ;) ;)?

Sick as shit dude.

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 19:06:58 GMT

Well... this weekend was by far the most horrible and dramatic that ive had this entire year.

friday: the dance, and that was amazing ;) i danced with jason, matt, chris, mike, rian, and a shit load of other guys, AND MY GIRLS!!!! i was glad you made it stacey!!!! Then we all went back to Lauren's and spent the night, and RJ came over for a bit.

saturday: fucking a. this was hecktic. mary calls me and she wants me to come over to shawns house, she had been there for awhile, so we (staci crocker, melissa socha, jessica mann, jamie, amy, courtney, emilee and i think im missing some people but oh well) went over to Shawn Johnsons house, right? yeah fucking 10 minutes after we got there the cops showed up. i was in a pitch black house for like 3 hours trying to hide from these bastards and i wasnt even drunk. we ended up leaving and i had a cop shine some light in my eyes and make me follow his finger with my eyes to see if i had been drinking. we all got let off but charley and brent ran, and charley got caught in a barbwire fence, had the shit tore out of him, and they both got MIP's. after we got out we went to my neighbors and got a half gallon :) which was gone by the end of the night (13 shots right here) and i went outside and ran around (drunk as hell) and went swinging at adams. then i came back and passed out.

sunday: came home slept until 4pm and was SOOOOOO sick, like my throat has been on fire ever since sunday morning. i was going to go work out with brad but i was just way to sick, so i stayed home and went to sleep at 10.

gay. HAPPY BIRHTDAY STACI!!!!! much lovins ;) ;) ;)

here are some pictures for visual enjoyment. i came home from the last two hours of my day.