Hey everyone,
I know it's been like a year since i even tried to update this thing but there's been a lot going on so i decided now is a good time.

I went to chicago and tried to score a couple contracts with some big agencies.

most of them wouldnt have me because i'm to short.  none the less BMG told me i was perfect for chicago.  i just need to lose about 10 lbs and come back.

other than that i would like to say that i'm in love with my job at genji and would like nothing better than to perfect all of the areas i can be trained in legally at this time.  including bar because they've already started training me for that even though i cant work it until next year.

i'm VERY excited for this summer because there is sooooo much that i want to do.  My friend angie from work wants me to go to new mexico/ colorado with her for two weeks May 25th- june 5th and i would REALLY love to do that, but then again i need to find time to go to chicago and grand haven, then be back and have enough cash for a plane ticket to long beach california with my friends trisha and colleen july 26th to august 9th. 

i miss everyone in grand haven a ton and i hope you all are doing well.

i know i'll be back for the panic at the disco concert in grand rapids so say hi to me then.

the lallapalooza is going to be in chicago and i REALLY want to go to that but i need to figure out the dates and see if i'd have enough cash to go.  anyone interested in joining me?  i think my step sister ad her boyfriend are also going to be there.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST i love evan (thank you so much for letting me chill with you in chi-town) i love matilda (thanx for being my date) i love ashley murray (you know it) and i love amber (i'm so glad that i got you your job at genji, seeing you almost every day is almost like being back at school. hahah)

<3

Here are Panic! photos that I never got around to posting from the Grand Rapids show (2/1/06) and the Coloumbus show (3/24/06) ENJOY

Yeah sorry about that not inviting you out. You looked like you were waiting for somebody else. Next time perhaps? We are not going back to the midwest for a while cuz we are home writing and recording a new record. When we make some midwest touring plans you'll be the first to know....."
 

So I'm at the wonderful Ashley Murray's house.

We just woke up at 8am to go to court to see Amanda Christenson's trial, which was cancelled, so we went out to breakfast and ran some errands with her mommy.  Mrs. Murray.

Now, Ashley's sleeping and I'm listening to Skyline Drive by Mae, and thinking about yesterday.

School starts on Monday.  I got my schedule.  And I just learned the right way to spell schedule today.  i always spelled it schedual.

BLAH!!!!! LIFE PRETTY MUCH BLOWS RIGHT NOW.

But, I'll deal.

Sometimes I run,
but I'm not afraid.
Why must you bring up all the mistakes I've made?
She makes me smile,
then you come around.
The wind in her hair,
reflects the sunset I see.

You make it seem like it was yesterday.
But we've come a long way,
out of the rain.
Can't seem to figure out what happens after this.
Why can't I?

Why must you say I've made a mess out of things?
I won't believe it.
Tonight feels right,
like I'm danceing on air.
I'll make it right,
I'll make it right.
Pull over to the station,
and fill up on fuel.
And what will I do?

Sometimes I drive around with my eyes closed tight.
Cause if the skyline looks this way then I don't wanna sleep tonight.
Never giving up, always seeking light,
we must always try, try with all our might.

<3 that song is amazing.

especially when with you know who.
-Leontine.  i miss you.

yeah its been awhile.

i miss mexico.

and my best friend.

and my best friend's friend's, which are now my friends too.

mutually.  of course.

none the less.  they're missed.

( por que? )

So last weekend Amber, Morgan, Cory, Allen, and I went to Dustin's house and watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (with Johnny Depp).

It was a good time :)

what a cutie pie he is.

<3

so anyways i was talking to chris o'brian today.

and i realized hes like the coolest kid ever.

like ever.

and, emmm, yeah chris o'brian is the shit.

that's about the jist of this post.

muchlove.

<3

FUCK YOU SNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GO HOME.

I got a job today.  I went and turned in my app @ Genji and the next hour they called and wanted me to come in for an interview.

I start tomorrow and work friday and saturday.

AND on saturday after i get out of work I'm having a little get together in honor of Amber's 17th fucking birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Call me for details.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY ;)

It's justin's 18th birthday today, I <3 you babe.

Ashley & Erin Murray thank you for getting me my kick ass job.

And everyone else if you want to see me come eat :)

Last weekend was Tori's 19th, so she's a big girl now, 19 knocking on 21 heeellllllll yeeeeeaaaa
We had a lot of fun and went out quite a few times.

Dance- 6:45 (ballet)
Dropping off my piece of shit phone at Verison after that
Going to Stacey's to get my black pants for work tomorrow
Going over to Amber's for her family birthday party?
Hanging out with Ashley?

CANCUN is still on bitches.  I'll tell the beautiful beaches hello for all of you suckers who get to stay here ;)

much love.

-Leontine

( random shit. )

These are pictures of me before I went out for halloween, i don't have any with our group cause none of us had a camera :(

the cam pictures are pretty shitty but they get the job done, i also wore a black suit jacket, and you cant see it very well but light pink fishnets

but amber was a school girl, stephanie was a whore, mary was a naughty nurse, and that was pretty much it

So my mom took back like 6 cameras and i have pictures from this summer when i was in grand haven and in pentwater, and then from homecoming last year and homecoming this year, so as soon as i can get my scanner to work i will be updating with those :)

yey.

tomorrow is tori's 20th birthday and i got her a kick ass present, and we're goin out ;) ;) ;) i'm excited.

( bunny.... )

So...

pretty much had a shitty week.

I was in lansing all week, and had a hotel to myself for two nights with my sister marlette, didn't even take advantage of that party oppertunity.

I'm quitting public school, going to do homeschooling so I can graduate at the end of this summer and move to California with Eric.... well that's the plan.

Hopefully all works out, and I'll be going to college somewhere warm and with Jenn :)

I'm enrolling in BYU it's a pretty nice little set up, so I'm really excited.

I'm going to call Amber cause... yeah. I need my backpack. hahhahahahahahhahah

i <3 her.

ashley murray i <3 you too

...........................................................................

things have been shitty.

i'll post pictures of the halloween costume later.

grandma leontine- r.i.p.

............................................................................

:'(

whats new... sorry i havnt updated in like years... im a lazy piece.

so heres the deal, i went back to school after i got my surgery done and like, WHOA homework has been hell, but im barreling through it like a fucking pro.

i got all my shit made up except in my advanced algebra class where my grade is going to stay an "I" for incomplete.  other than that its been pretty smooth sailing.  i have to take an econ test tomorrow which is going to blow ass.

i also have to do a paper tonight so im not going to write much, oh yeah and in what? 4 weeks, im going to have a 7-9 page paper due in that fucking class, its hard as shit.  but thats what you get for wanting to be a business major. :)

anyways.  so over the past week theres been some decent stuff going on, i got some boys in detroit that sound like 9 inch nails that want me to do a music video for them, they're on myspace, so heres the link go check out their shit, the video is for the song the depression theme they're called electrocrush

check em out, they're pretty sweet.

so, on top of that me and amber and morgan are carving pumpkins tonight, and then i have jazz @ 5:30.  pretty lame.

this weekend whats going on?

i know on friday theres the big districts game :) wooooo MHS.

then on saturday i have two options so i need some help with it too;
1) Go to the Gwen & Balck Eyed Peas concert with Jessi and Mary (ride in a limo bus down there and fork over $195 for the ticket and the fare for the bus) it starts at 8, so we'd leave by 5, and wont get back until probably 1 or so.
2) Go to my aunts halloween party for a little bit then come back into town and get CRUNK!!!

help me out here, and remember that im trying to save $$$ to get a car... so put that in the equation... i dunno. we'll see.

I need to get started on this homework shit.

bye bitches.

so anyways, jenny sent me some links then i got searching for stupid halloween costumes. and some of these are pretty sweet idea sparkers. is anyone thinking about what they're going to be cause i am....

( i should have got that costume a long time ago )

GODDAMN!  I SAID GODDAMN!!!!

-Uma. after some blow.

what a good movie.  and that my friends is how i feel right now.  GODDAMN this shit hurts.

BLAH i can't wait until I'm healed.

Oh yeah buddy.

my computer is deciding to be sweet and let me use rich text mode.  its time for these pictures bitches.  some of them are from before the pageant. and some are actually from port huron right after the pageant.  that girl i'm with is jordan garland.  oh yeah.

( here we go )

so i skipped out on the warped tour.  i guess that was my mistake, but to be honest i didnt really want to spend 30 bucks to melt under the sun and have my ears blown out by bands i've never heard of....

"i've been working on a piece that speaks of sex and desperation,
i've been screwing on the tracks of abandoned train stations"- Yeah Yeah Yeahs.

So far my trip has been fun, not because of anything eventful, but because i miss this town.  A couple nights ago we went to Snug Harbour to have dinner, we sat outside over the water.  It was so beautiful!!!! I miss the water, and the cute little shops.  I miss jenny's kitties, and the Baptist Academy.... and sneaking out to go to Kyle's and hiding in the beach grass.  There's absolutly no beach grass in Midland.  I've looked everywhere.

But at the same time I'm homesick.  So i dont really know exactly whats going on in my head right now....

fricken.

Ticket sales for the pagent start August 24th! Be ready ;)

-Leontine

so anyways im at melissas house right now everyone is playing poker and playing video games.

i didnt have enough time at my house to post a few pictures but i uploaded some on photobucket so im just gonna do that now :)

this weekend was okay, a little boring since i was just with my mom the entire time but it was fun none the less.

ryan and matilda came over today and we watched a couple movies together, i didnt watch the grudge cause i couldnt.... embaressing. but we watched waking life which ive seen like 15 million times and its still good.

so this week is going to be great. not.

dance... blah. so thats the end of the story. check em out.